selamat hari natal

bangun pagi di bilik + rumah sendiri sangat enak
berbanding bilik di hostel

aku rasa santa itu penipu besar
roller blade dan senarai permintaaan aku yang lain
tidak dipenuhinya. damn! damn!
tapi santa pasti tak makan nasi lemak. syukur :)

nasi lemak mak aku lagi sedap-lah dari
nasi lemak antarabangsa kg. baru yang propa tu

petang ke tesco, sebelum pulang singgah di baskin robbins
oh aku memang mencari pasal dengan tonsil + sakit tekak aku

chocolate shake + oreo sangat sedap
sedap sebab kakak aku yang belanja
sebab sedap la aku rasa dah gemuk sikit sekarang ni
haih!

p/s : gth, aku tak pergi pun rtw. semoga hujan mencurah2 :)

how i wish

bersarapan dekat bazar, kawasan sebelah masjid
sambil konon-konon buat research assignment
menyampah betul sebenarnya dengan assignment dr.R tu
menyesal ambil, tapi apa boleh buat. rempuh je!

aku makin malas pergi kelas sekarang
kelas semua nak petang-petang
memang malas macam setan
petang ni aku berdoa giler-giler
supaya hujan dan aku tak berjaya pergi kelas jam 5

menyesal tak ikut housemate balik awal
patut rancang awal-awal ponteng saja kelas audit
nakal. dah dua kelas aku ponteng sem ni
kalau mak + ayah tahu mesti diorg sedih

nakal betul, sebelum ponteng bagitahu abang dulu :)
thanks abang sebab bagi ponteng
abang la abang paling hatko!

hati aku sudah sifar dengan budak melaka
bye you

sekarang aku rajin wc dengan ___________
harap semua boleh kembali macam dulu
aku harap dan harap :)

p/s: i miss us, don't you? :*

5 sebab

pematah semangat pergi kelas adalah

hari hujan

assigment

lecturer

kawan-kawan

diri sendiri

hah!

10 hari lagi sebelum tahun baru

otak masih belum fokus dengan pelajaran
orang-orang masih bersikap selfish, fuck!

pengabaian tanggungjawab
pergaduhan sesama darah daging
perilaku yang barangkali menyusahkan manusia disekeliling

sudah berjaya melepaskan rasa suka pada lelaki part5
sudah tawar hati pada lelaki melaka itu
sudah tiada rasa mahu ber-pakwe
sudah rasa jemu dan malas dengan menatang tu semua

kekurangan modal
kekusutan alasan
kemarahan yang masih boleh dikawal
kelmarin yang harapnya boleh berulang
ketidak puasan hati kerana tidak dapat apa dihajati

which path?

oh great!
have to choose between two
but the top priority is to RANTAI!!!
i hope it can feed my hunger of satisfaction
pfft! if not, fuck you lah kl
the place + the people + the kl, haha ^_^

can't wait to see the so-called-buddies at this event
the event below is still under my consideration
why the must invite PESAWAT, damn!!!
going to hang out with my abg yuz + azly + jin this night
hope he take me to murni again, craving for that yummy food
will be updated later
hope this will be a nice trip compared to the last one :p

don't worry

this is griffin cool!
one day i will make it for my room in my own house

its been years since my last time logging into my friendster acc
yaw! brand new layout and i hate the big size of it
decades over for friendster fever
i do live with my facebook and twitter account now :)

am still searching for what i want in my life
been bugging myself sitting in front of the laptop
almost in my entire days
doing the clicking thing, looking and observing
for what i think i want it to be in my life

pending my responsibilities upon my assingment
ethics - bazar observation
ais - point + powerpoint
audit - article reading (still not searching for it yet!)

haha, abg yuz advice me to do it little by little
but am to stubborn to do it even at the rate of 1%
putrajaya for this coming saturday mid-night :)

on the other story
i've seen lots of my seniors ended up their single life
what i mean is, they all happily MARRIED now!
auw, so sweet. i can't even find myself the time
to attend any of their kenduri
so sorry kat fairuz + kak fadh + kak ilyia and others

gosh, time flies so fast nowadays!
and i almost can fell myself getting old
haha. stupid me. live young to the blast ezzah!

still for now
i have no worries anymore for my love life
am being single for nearly 7 months now
its definitely hard but i have to get us to it

bla-bla-bla
its been raining almost everyday here in campus
making me lazy to go to the class. hehe~
whatever. am flying off for now. don't know what to crap anymore

invisible

i choose to be silent
because of my unsatisfied life/needs/want

and they choose to ignore my existence
thank you mates!